Birthday night
To whoever read this to new me
I just break up with my boy friend to be more specific he did
He was so nice I don’t wanna bad mouth him so beautiful so amazing and so gorgeous
Suddenly I want to forget about him the bad moments and the good moments we once had together. I’m sure that I can’t forget when everything reminds me of him
I do remember our first date first meet first hug how much I was happy the future I dreamed of
Is it sad? I don’t know
unexpectedly my whole world fall down and my hope gone forever
I don’t know it feels like a gift from God then like a punishment for something you don’t really remember
It feels like there is no meaning of life it isn’t like there were no meaning it’s just that I lost mine
Is it sad? Yeah
I remember how beautiful he were and how much ugly I’m feeling insecure about my body and promising my self that I shall not go out again hating on me and my look
I reread our whole conversation shall I found that promise you promise me to not let me
It was so real that I can’t cry it was so real that I ‘m sad
Is it sad? Very
Sincerely, adamo
lovely butterfly 