September

To who ever read that to new me

It’s my birthday and i’m 19 now and i’m broke i don’t celebrate it tho i wish i did

I drew my self and it was cool i love it

I drew my self again but not as me as society want no but more like how i see myself

I was thinking of drawing people will be much fun but i don’t think some one will love it tho

Sincerely,adamo

Birthday night

To whoever read this to new me

I just break up with my boy friend to be more specific he did

He was so nice I don’t wanna bad mouth him so beautiful so amazing and so gorgeous

Suddenly I want to forget about him the bad moments and the good moments we once had together. I’m sure that I can’t forget when everything reminds me of him

I do remember our first date first meet first hug how much I was happy the future I dreamed of

Is it sad? I don’t know

unexpectedly my whole world fall down and my hope gone forever

I don’t know it feels like a gift from God then like a punishment for something you don’t really remember

It feels like there is no meaning of life it isn’t like there were no meaning it’s just that I lost mine

Is it sad? Yeah

I remember how beautiful he were and how much ugly I’m feeling insecure about my body and promising my self that I shall not go out again hating on me and my look

I reread our whole conversation shall I found that promise you promise me to not let me

It was so real that I can’t cry it was so real that I ‘m sad

Is it sad? Very

Sincerely, adamo