Letter N.2

August

To whoever read this To new me

I wake up this morning and had to go to take my vaccine they told us to be vaccinated by the end of August as they told us to stay home and never go out and i still can’t believe that there is a disease and we have to do things we haven’t.

I go out it’s been a while ago since I did and it feels nice -not really- there were a lot of people and how can I be around them me, I don’t know how people can be that courage to do so? 
I ended up not vaccinated and my family treats me badly knowing that I hadn’t done anything for my fears and cursing me they thought that would work but they makes it worse,I wish that I can magically disappear or at least adapt with them I don’t want to be so depressed to be around but… 

Sincerely, your friend I hope